Sweet Relief...or something like that

Being busy at work has given my mind the ability to be some what free from the thoughts that are plaguing it lately. Hence, the silence on the blog.

We were asked a question in our small group the other night about where we allow our imagination to go when it is not being bombarded by the busyness of our daily life. I took a long time to think and reflect on what the answer to that question may be....

I am sad to report, that I never let my mind really wonder, because I am scared of where it will go if I do.

I am a slave to busyness as a distraction.

I am an over comitter.

I live in denial.

And I am tired.

I fully recognize why I do what I do...now I just need to change it.

When I start to be honest, once again, with how I am feeling. I am sure this blog will overflow with post. I walk a thin line of allowing myself to be hopeful internally and expressing that out loud. It is hard to remain hopeful for things when month after month I am let down. I know that my hope is in the Lord and that He will never let me down...however....the above still remains true.

Until then, it has been kinda nice to allow myself some "away time" however false that may be.

Patiently Praying-

Much Love-
Al