Countdown to Craziness

Well...

It is about to be that week. The one week of the month that, for the past year, has been the dreaded week.

Here is why:

1. I get anxious every time I go to the bathroom...have I started?
2. I read into every little sign my body has, is that a cramp? What is that weird feeling?
3. I try and mentally prepare myself for "starting" but honestly, I am still hopefully. Every month.
4. I get sad.
5. Then, the cycle continues...

My prayer this month, as is every month, is that I can release all this worry and anxiety to the Lord. I have started to pray more, in attempts to worry less. However, truth be told. Until something changes, this will always be...

The Dreaded Week.

Patiently Praying.

Much Love-
Al