I was just writing my friend in Ethiopia an email and was overcome by sadness.
I thought about the fact that when she gets back, all three of my best friends will have babies.
I thought about how they can go on walks and push their babies and talk about all things baby.
I thought about how I won't be able to relate to that.
I am jealous and I am sad.
Patiently Praying.
Much love-
Al
I know it is hard when all of your friends are talking "baby" and you have nothing to say. At times they forget what you are going through and that hurts as well. You want to be excited for them but the pain does not allow you to be fully there for them. I feel for you. I love you so much!!!
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